i am now in the office, waiting for the ATP class to end before i pack up and go home! Part of my portfolio is to run this ATP course where it runs for approx 9 mths. usually there shld be a part-timer who will stay back for this purpose but it's fasting month so i am covering for this month.

tomorrow and fri, i will be attending tax classes to have a feel of what the classes are like..

hmm..somehow this job scope now is pretty messy..everything seems to involve me..it does sound bad eh...but i am still pretty optimistic and this has caught me by surprise actually..

know, i was thinking abt this the other day..felt i shld adopt a different mindset..i was much more tolerant and resilient before and i was always optimistic even in the face of difficulties..but i seem to have lost that over the years..

i prob lost that when many unhappy events happened to me..i just seem to have lost the confidence and will to stay strong..

when i started this job, i told myself i hve to try and make things work..i have to..

i was using my thumbdrive earlier and i came across this folder which contained photos of my papa..i miss him so much..he had always been my pillar of strength..whenever i had problems or felt unhappy..my dad always had this calming effect on me..i didnt need to tell him anything..just being near him, i felt safe and protected

and just half hour ago, i went to Wendy's blog and found out she's managing pretty well over in australia..kinda miss her..though we didnt talk as much as b4 but she will always be close to my heart..her kids have kept her busy over the past few years but whenever she cld spare the time, she wld call and chat with me..now that she is re-locating to aust for some time..i am gonna miss hanging out with her..